I wish I was smarter I wish I was stronger I wish I could say I don't want at all anymore
I wish I loved Jesus I threw away my white doves I wish it had been easier instead of longer I wish I could have stood where you would have been proud of me that wont happen now that won't happen now you left without saying a word some how I'd wish I had known I wish I had shown you who I'm on the inside I wish I could understood you I wish you tell me you love me I wish you did love me and only me lying beside you listening to breathe the life that flows inside of you burns inside me hold me and speak to me of love without a sound tell me you will live
I'm not scared nor am I afraid I'm liar deep inside
and people talk word will gather 'round your friends turn out to be your friends turn out to
your foes and I'm not waiting around and I'm playing the fool this time you should be terrified 'cuz I'm not waiting around and I'm not play fool this time
take it to the water let your feelings go let the salty water illuminate and cleanse the soul tell your friends you're leaving you need a place to stay don't be disappointed when they look away have you ever seen a ghost ever seen a train wreck the one you love the most you ask me very nicely but all I can say is maybe I'm baby but I'm the one
show me the rage beneath you skin
show me the sadness in your eyes
show me the pain the lurks inside you
show the hatred that fills your soul
show me the agony you wont let go
show me the misery that takes control
show me the anger you hide
show the beautiful being that is you
show me the face i long to see
show me the tears that fall rivers
show me the cries that strangle you
show me the blood that you spill
show me the love you long for
show me the tender embrace
show me those perfect eyes
show the joy that only i can bring you
show the love that we once shared
Craving this thing so badly you could almost taste it
this thing within reach yet so far away
if only you could touch hold cradle it in your arms hiding it from the world
you see glimpses of this object of your affections in your mind
figments of your imagination running wild and free leaving you to pick up the pieces of a
broken aching restless heart
my heart covets for reasons that are not known
i would give the very breath from chest
but i want what i can not have
Sometimes it gets hard get better or to cry
I have been writing this letter in my mind
Don't get emotional it's beautiful really
listen while talk to the wall
to know me is hardly golden
to know you all wrong
Don't tell me I am wrong and breaks your heart
It's just the way i feel nothing more to say
I love it here with you that is but i don't belong here
It's been clear for awhile
end of all fights
Promises and good intentions
The final breath from darkness
Into light
Good bye
so many of my somethings are nothings to you but they were something to me i thought if i revealed my inner self you would want me more but you dont know what you want
I love you dont, I care you dont, I wish you dont ,I question you deny and explain ,I hope you question ,I give you take
now there is nothing to give or to take
please help to stop the hate by yaoifangirl930, literature
Literature
please help to stop the hate
I'm the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I'm a lesbian.
I'm the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I'm the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents that buried her daughter long before her time.
I'm the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I'm the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I ever had, I wish they could adopt me.
I'm one of the lucky ones, I guess. I
It is I who stands chosen To straddle the line between life and death.
Betroth yourself to me,
And I shall wander Evermore's onyx path As the star-clad Hierophant to the Night.
By my side, you shall always be,
One who brings fatality with a sigh.
There to kiss away the dripping blood From the hungering lips;
There to feel fingers run through our hair While we await daytime's passing;
There to be consumed within the firestorm Of our lustful, lunar passions.
come to me i shall feed your hearts desire,
there to be a shell of a soul that once was
life in darkness with a shimmering light
without my light there is only darkness
my light has dimmed
now there is no more
i wander here nor there falling groping to find
someway to see what cannot be seen
rushing to hear the sound of your voice
your words fill the air and fall to the floor
I wish I was smarter I wish I was stronger I wish I could say I don't want at all anymore
I wish I loved Jesus I threw away my white doves I wish it had been easier instead of longer I wish I could have stood where you would have been proud of me that wont happen now that won't happen now you left without saying a word some how I'd wish I had known I wish I had shown you who I'm on the inside I wish I could understood you I wish you tell me you love me I wish you did love me and only me lying beside you listening to breathe the life that flows inside of you burns inside me hold me and speak to me of love without a sound tell me you will live
I'm not scared nor am I afraid I'm liar deep inside
and people talk word will gather 'round your friends turn out to be your friends turn out to
your foes and I'm not waiting around and I'm playing the fool this time you should be terrified 'cuz I'm not waiting around and I'm not play fool this time
take it to the water let your feelings go let the salty water illuminate and cleanse the soul tell your friends you're leaving you need a place to stay don't be disappointed when they look away have you ever seen a ghost ever seen a train wreck the one you love the most you ask me very nicely but all I can say is maybe I'm baby but I'm the one
show me the rage beneath you skin
show me the sadness in your eyes
show me the pain the lurks inside you
show the hatred that fills your soul
show me the agony you wont let go
show me the misery that takes control
show me the anger you hide
show the beautiful being that is you
show me the face i long to see
show me the tears that fall rivers
show me the cries that strangle you
show me the blood that you spill
show me the love you long for
show me the tender embrace
show me those perfect eyes
show the joy that only i can bring you
show the love that we once shared
Craving this thing so badly you could almost taste it
this thing within reach yet so far away
if only you could touch hold cradle it in your arms hiding it from the world
you see glimpses of this object of your affections in your mind
figments of your imagination running wild and free leaving you to pick up the pieces of a
broken aching restless heart
my heart covets for reasons that are not known
i would give the very breath from chest
but i want what i can not have
Sometimes it gets hard get better or to cry
I have been writing this letter in my mind
Don't get emotional it's beautiful really
listen while talk to the wall
to know me is hardly golden
to know you all wrong
Don't tell me I am wrong and breaks your heart
It's just the way i feel nothing more to say
I love it here with you that is but i don't belong here
It's been clear for awhile
end of all fights
Promises and good intentions
The final breath from darkness
Into light
Good bye
so many of my somethings are nothings to you but they were something to me i thought if i revealed my inner self you would want me more but you dont know what you want
I love you dont, I care you dont, I wish you dont ,I question you deny and explain ,I hope you question ,I give you take
now there is nothing to give or to take
please help to stop the hate by yaoifangirl930, literature
Literature
please help to stop the hate
I'm the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I'm a lesbian.
I'm the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I'm the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents that buried her daughter long before her time.
I'm the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I'm the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I ever had, I wish they could adopt me.
I'm one of the lucky ones, I guess. I
It is I who stands chosen To straddle the line between life and death.
Betroth yourself to me,
And I shall wander Evermore's onyx path As the star-clad Hierophant to the Night.
By my side, you shall always be,
One who brings fatality with a sigh.
There to kiss away the dripping blood From the hungering lips;
There to feel fingers run through our hair While we await daytime's passing;
There to be consumed within the firestorm Of our lustful, lunar passions.
come to me i shall feed your hearts desire,
there to be a shell of a soul that once was
life in darkness with a shimmering light
without my light there is only darkness
my light has dimmed
now there is no more
i wander here nor there falling groping to find
someway to see what cannot be seen
rushing to hear the sound of your voice
your words fill the air and fall to the floor